just thoughts

i just passed through some 2009 pictures. sophmore year, greatest swim season for me. haha that’s the only time i remember of my sophmore year…swim team. everything else is a huge blurr. but when i think of that season, i think of the people i would hang out with…a lot. not only during practice but…OH i remember gym with elaine! k now everything else is a blur. & PHYSICS WITH VIC! im not saying i love you guys any less, i still do! & i hope you know im ALWAYS here for you! omg idk where im going with this. haha

the set of friends i had then, some i barely talk to. a few, i talk to occasionally to hang out/talk, but it’s gotten so hard with people working/volunteering…ppl doing their own things…and it comes down to ‘sorry im busy, maybe next time?’ and we all know that means ‘ima forget to hang out with you, im sorry’. it sucks. of course some would make the effort to make an attempt to hang out, but of course priorities are first. but some i can imagine would be like, ‘i dont talk to her now…idc’ & i think…really? that’s what your friendship with so-so means to you? yeah you’re busy so you gota focus on other things but…idk seems harsh. (maybe i am too nice..)

im sad now.