Live as though heaven is on earth
What happened to you missy? You’re not the girl I knew anymore. You saw and felt this coming. Now look at you.
It can be tough. But through it all, it comes down to me saying, “what can I do, I love him”.
Always.
So, me and rachel were exploring her twitter. & i keeep thinking, i’m not one who stops what i’m doing so i can tweet about it. but if i can stop and post one thing to tweet about —it’d be just this:
You make me happy. I love you. Thank you. Goodnight!
The 5 of us are at home! It’s weird, i dont really remember life with all of us here since my sister moved out when i was 11. It feels…..very heartwarming. I have an awesome boyfriend texting me, a family who is not perfect but is my family no less. Family that i love and a boyfriend as well. Although some situations right now arent the greatest moments of my life, i feel quite content!
:] <3
stress wave
- regular hw (most a piece of cake….MOST)
- issues
- printer not workign so i cant print my important crap
- hungry
- gota review all this scholarship stuff
- gota prepare for placement test
- gota focus on my two personal projects
- hungry
I, all of a sudden, feel like there’s no time within the day. i think i needa eat. -______-
exploring tumblr, seeing what’s going on with the people who make up my high school life. & the cute animal photos which continue to make me want a friendly pet. like in aladdin jasmine’s tiger rajha! (idk how to spell his name, forgive me). then i realize, i gota sleep soon. why the hell arent i in my bed reading hp7?!!
night all!
LIFE
i just passed through some 2009 pictures. sophmore year, greatest swim season for me. haha that’s the only time i remember of my sophmore year…swim team. everything else is a huge blurr. but when i think of that season, i think of the people i would hang out with…a lot. not only during practice but…OH i remember gym with elaine! k now everything else is a blur. & PHYSICS WITH VIC! im not saying i love you guys any less, i still do! & i hope you know im ALWAYS here for you! omg idk where im going with this. haha
the set of friends i had then, some i barely talk to. a few, i talk to occasionally to hang out/talk, but it’s gotten so hard with people working/volunteering…ppl doing their own things…and it comes down to ‘sorry im busy, maybe next time?’ and we all know that means ‘ima forget to hang out with you, im sorry’. it sucks. of course some would make the effort to make an attempt to hang out, but of course priorities are first. but some i can imagine would be like, ‘i dont talk to her now…idc’ & i think…really? that’s what your friendship with so-so means to you? yeah you’re busy so you gota focus on other things but…idk seems harsh. (maybe i am too nice..)
im sad now.
